Thursday, September 10, 2009

Call me a Blog Stalker

I've been checking Paul Cardall's blog daily just hoping that I'd read THIS post.

Life and death seem closely connected this week. I've had no near death experiences. I've been savoring the life that God has extended to me, my family, and my son. It's Childhood Cancer Awareness Month and I've been remembering the angels. I've been remembering how yucky it was for our family when Jacob was in treatment. I'm remembering all the joy we've shared as his health and vibrant personality have come back to us. As I refer to my son as a survivor, I'm humbled and grateful. I run my fingers through his thick curls. I watch his smile light up his entire face. I discipline him for bugging his sister. I bug him about homework. I trip over his messes. I'm so thankful.

We just received word that a good family friend finished his work on this earth last weekend. He has carried the burden of cancer for several years. When Jacob was first diagnosed, he sent him a card sending his love and understanding. This gesture of kindness was just the way he lived his life - optimism, gratitude, and reverence for God and His divine plan.

2 comments:

  1. Was it someone from the ward? i am sorry to hear that.

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  2. Thank you so much for sharing paul cardalls blog. About 4 years ago, I was searching for some soft church hymn music and came accross his work and fell in love with the beautiful simplicity in his music. I have been a fan ever since and often purchase CD's for family and friends.

    I had NO idea that he was a friend of yours so when I saw your post, I checked out his blog and have been inspired by his story (much as I have been inspired by yours).

    I sometimes edit photos while listening to the playlist on his music website.

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